Good afternoon my fellow deviants. I haven't been around much, my feed is blowing up with messages and my notes about my absence. Was I really gone that long? Only been a month or two that I wasn't very active or cleaning out my notifications that are still blowing up to over 34,000+ feedback. Yeah, that pretty much explains how long I've been away. Too many people to keep up with, however, that will never change because I can never keep up!
It's not a bad thing, but expressing that we have busy lives, including losing a family business which was a tough moment to endure...and stay ahead with time and just move on. A business I leaned and pretty much dealt with as far as retail goes. Now, in todays time I got a job working in retail as well. I work 5 days a week, 8 hours a day. That's 40 hours a week. It's pretty much unheard of for someone like myself to be able to get that. It's not a company as a union, but a store that doesn't have over 50 employees. Everyone works hard everyday, I'm not the only one with the exact 40 hours given. So it's a blessing to finally have a job. I am nervous still, hoping to not mess up and get fired. I am a slow processing turtle who can't run faster and get annoyed and lean the ways people poke me at in. So I hope this goes well.
However, I do hope all my watchers are doing okay/good/better/excellent, this time around. I know I never really talk anymore. it's not that I get bored chatting with someone after a few hours, it's just I am forgetful, plus also busy. I admit that, I really am. I don't want the world to be revolved around just me, so I'm not taking anyone for granted. I just finally uploaded my pictures! *claps to self in joy* "Yes!!!"
which was about a month and a half, maybe even longer. Just happy to finally be able to. I miss it. I miss taking sunset pictures with this new job now, it's a few hours before sunset, but I am no longer around that open water with the BL England plant inthe background where the fishing pier is to be prepared for the shot. It sucks, it really does. I no longer come home and just find a perfect ray of light. I have to plan ahead somewhere, in the woodland. because the ocean where the sun sets is 45 minutes to an hour away. Planning to do that to my parents is stupid, because it's wasting gas to them. So getting sunset shots anymore is slim. I'm sorry to say that, but I hope to find a spot nearby that has a better way to take pictures still and won't let me be drowned with regret or sadness for very long.
Anyays, I hope everyone is doing well! Not many people may comment my journals as much anymore, as I've made many that just reflect my emotions. Just a way to relieve myself, even if not read or supported. Though, I hope myself will be better eventually in time. Have an awesome Sunday!